Staying in a real home and staying in hall is really two different matters. All sane people in the house have already gone to sleep and it's 11.45pm. In fact they at went to bed before 11.15pm. In hall, it would be just nice for supper! LOL! Or other night activities like jogging, and mahjonging. Or working at S3 for that matter.

I'm actually studying! Finished the first chapter of Linear Algebra. What a miracle! Hahaha!

Life in Hong Kong is extremely slack. Spend the whole day doing nothing. Eat, sleep, eat, sleep only. It's even worse than shopping and eating, cos I'm not even using up my calories to shop! D:

Ok, nevermind. Back to studying. Next chapter!

(11:44 PM)

Falling helplessly into a labyrinth.

But isit the same labyrinth?

I'm pigging out like there's no tomorrow since I arrived in Hong Kong! I seriously can't stand myself! D: But the food here really rocks! =D Love everything I'm eating! Hahahaha! I guess if I'm staying here all the stuff would be nothing and in fact will be very gross cos they're all super oily and fattening! But obviously I don't get to eat them everyday so they're all still good.

I was complaining about how oily the food is and driving my cousins mad! Haha! But seriously, the takopachi was already done, but the girl cooking was still pouring oil on them! As if the oil was free and the pan was dry. =/

I really have a sweet tooth. Can't get myself away from all the sweet stuff.

My cousin has a nice house in a nice suburban neighbourhood. There're shops all around and even a shopping street just outside. But it's still suburban yes. Just that the area is developing very quickly. Probably won't stay suburban for long.

Was just commenting that I think ShenZhen's appareance, like ShangHai's, don't match its character. ShenZhen looks very cosmopolitan, very advanced, and somewhat business like with all the funny futuristic (but nice) looking buildings. But I don't think that's how it is at all! That's why it feels very artificial I guess.

I still like Hong Kong the best! XD

I love cities. I think it's nice to see natural scenary and get close to mother nature and relax in a far away place and stuffs, but I still like hustle and bustle of the city. I think cities just have more character somehow. More complex and more complicated and more confusing and definitely more charming.

(12:56 AM)

If all things go according to my plan, I will be out of Singapore by January next year. (Now I suddenly feel very scared. Less than a year to go. =/)

I'll apply for exchange to Hong Kong, or if that fails then to Switzerland in my final semester. After my final semester, I will go for Work and Travel USA for four months probably. (But I still haven't found anyone to go with! So sad, I don't want to go alone.) After Work and Travel, I would have missed convocation and would have officially graduated! Thus, I will be coming back to Hong Kong to stay indefinitely because I want to accompany my grandma.

So if I haven't told you the plan, now you know! And apparently more people than I thought visit my blog so now even more people know!

My aunt was saying that it's better to stay in Singapore to work for at least one or two years before coming over. But I was thinking what's the point. I mean the whole point of coming over is to spend time with my grandma while I still can, so what's the point of delaying another one, two years?

And now that things are really imminent, the gravity of it all is just sinking in and of course I'm feeling more and more apprehension about leaving everything behind. Seriously, damn fricking scary.

Only ten months left to the end of the year...

(2:14 AM)

Random Observation: Archery is hazardous to health. I'm quite sure that if I'm not flying off on Sunday I'll be getting the hole under the chin pretty soon. =/ I also swear that archery is not a sport for women. For reasons which I'm sure every woman understand, but men don't need to know.

I'm also too short for my bow. -__-;;;

So ridiculous.

(5:00 PM)

I'm totally in love with Lancome Miracle. My mom gave me the sample the other day when I went over, and I've been wearing it almost everyday since Wednesday! Still prefer floral scents to fruity or fresh ones.

I think I'm going mad! Watching myself spiral out of control. What's wrong with me?! D:

Magic is waiting to be created... Indeed.

Is there more to it than you're telling...?

Flying off on Sunday! Guess it'll be a good break. Although I find that once my adrenaline level dropped after the IVP, I've been slacking like nobody's business. =/ Oh well, guess I'll take this chance to reorganise my whole life and even attitude. I wonder if I'll get shortlisted for the PA I applied for. I'm like fighting with... Raymond! Oh man. Tough competition.

And I still haven't figure out what so interesting about me.

(2:47 PM)

So apparently things didn't end with the Redoxon and it's all my fault. Whatever the consequences, it's all my own doing, and I better be prepared for it to come.

Now that I'm much more sober than I was two nights ago, I'm beginning to realize how bad this is. Initially I thought I would just not do anything, but apparently, on reflection, I have been doing things (which I probably shouldn't).

What if...

I think I just flunk an interview yesterday. It's really high time for me to start preparing for interviews. He asked what so interesting about me and I was quite stunned because I realized that I'm such a boring person! With such a screwed up lifestyle which I probably don't want to let my interviewer know anyways. =/

Anyone want to help me figure out what so interesting about me?

What if...

(11:13 AM)

So I finished my Redoxon. Does that symbolise the end of something else as well?

CZ and I have the same theme song. LOL. I think we've both made a decision? Deciding not to do anything is as much of a decision as deciding to do something.

But I think our situation is different simply because he's the guy. The world is unfair, but that's just how it is man.

Right now I really don't know where to draw the line. I think that leaving the picture altogether is too cruel, but maybe it's better? I really don't know what to do now. Some things seem a bit ridiculous, but maybe it's just me? I don't know.

Looks like I don't know anything at all.

A time to move on.

(5:20 PM)