Happy (belated) Birthday Qinhong and Kenneth! =)

(12:13 PM)

Coolness!

(8:50 PM)

Because attachment is such a hard on and I just had to post this.



(10:41 PM)

Ok I have nothing better to do while I wait for the tape to finish capturing.

Feels good to go running after not exercising for so long. (Shooting is not counted.) Though I think I kind of cheated beacuse most of the route is downhill. But amazingly, according to streetdirectory.com, the full round around the school is only ~1.6km longer!

Time to go back and bathe!

(9:23 PM)

This blog is going on hiatus for exams. If you want to know anything, don't even bother speculating. Just ask me.

(10:51 AM)

I guess some things are just inevitable somehow.

I really wonder where we're going. As usual, to make matters worse, I have no idea where I want to go.

Ok, so I actually do know what I want, but there are so many things holding me back. (Well, so I'm not actually holding back at all, but they're still bugging me on the back of my mind.) I have my plans and he has his plans, and there is obviously not much future to speak of. Can our plans coincide? Can my lack-of-a-plan plan coincide with anyone's? Do I even want someone who is just going to accommodate my plans? (The answer is no. I don't need a boy toy; I need a man!) But why am I even thinking so much?! It's not like I'm actually looking for any kind of commitment - long term or otherwise.

It's just that I don't want to set myself up for an inevitable heart break. Somehow I feel like I'm already on the way and it's all my own fault.

XH said she has never seen me so hung up over a guy before, I think I'm just enjoying the show, allowing and watching myself fall deeper and deeper into the labyrinth. It kind of surprised me that the thought of baking cookies for him would make me feel better when I was upset about something else, but it really did. And yes, it's the thought of baking cookies for him and not the act of baking the cookies itself. With my tiny little toaster oven it was actually quite a pain baking the cookies six at a time. =/

I know I'm really thinking too much on my own and everything is just my own imagination. But what am I supposed to have said?

Now that things have come to this end...

(12:42 AM)